Sunday, November 8, 2009

making love.....

This is a pretty good song sang by Big Bang - Making Love
Reason I think that songs with great lyrics is always going to be good and I find that the words in these lyrics tell a story. I think that everyone will be able to find that special someone and be able to say the words in this lyrics to that person. One day I will find that girl and will tell her this.....

Here are the Lyrics.....

I never knew I'd find a love so true
This one right here, is just for you

Remember that One day
I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you
Our love was meant to be and always will forever
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind
So can't you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side
This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

Even through the hard times
We made it through just fine
When it hurt we put in the work
To show that I'm yours
And that your mine
That's how we got this far
Let's never be apart
Girl, you're my queen
I'm here for you
'Cuz you're my everything

You always make me feel like everything's gonna be alright
Wit the things you do, becuz it's you the real true love of my life
This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you & me
Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

Uh... baby!
You know I'd walk them miles
Climb mountains switch up styles
All I wanna do, is be with you
Ain't no matter what, where and how
[Right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah
Like that sound bump 'n grindin' perfect timin'
Let's dine and both be proud yeah yeah yeah

Gonna take you on a joyride today
Me and you stay true never hesitate
To make love — sho nuff
You're the only one I'm ever thinkin' of
Just to hold you baby I can hardly wait
As we go through the motions damn it's great
To make love — sho 'nuff
We're gonna take it to the end and that's what's up

You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know
Anywhere you are, that's where I will call home
So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go
Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you & me
Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

I'm nothing without you I'm nothing without you girl
I'm nothing without you I'm nothing without you girl
My love



Well tomr is my first exam! I have so much to go through tonight. AHHHH......until next time. =)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Officially Missing You

Really like this song - sang my Tamia but i think Jayesslee (Two Australian - korean Twins)does a better version

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtXr0pIRSg4

I think its a great song that anyone can relate to, since there are times in our lives when we miss someone. Atm....guess I am missing someone, but she probably doesn't know it.

Also...in context although the song is specifically missing "The One" person, can also relate to missing family and friends, which is also true in my case. Can't for holidays.

Here are the Lyrics

Hmm...
Ooh...ooh...

All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you

Family Man Pharmacist

I recently did a facebook quiz that described what kind of pharmacist i would be! Thought I would post this up!

The Family Man Pharmacist
The only reason you are doing this degree is to provide a stable form of income for your current and future family. You will be a great dad or mum that can not only provide free health care to your loved ones but you will also be a stable source of income. You will probably marry a pharmacist and have little pharmacist babies that wear little lab coats. You will spend your life taking your pharmacist family on holidays visiting other pharmacist families and have little pharmacist picnics. If this is what your life is going to be like then I encourage you to p.a.r.t.y hard while you can, families are for later... Drinking is for now... and your future partner will probably be a nagging nutter so be free while you can!

Anyways I have to get back to studying! I am soo stressed atm...I don't know if i can pass since i have like 9 exams but guess can't do anything but try.

Will post another time!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Great Song!

Why did I end up falling for you? by DBSK

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isn't me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always should've been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

The Jaopanese Version!

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? by DBSK

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)

Have to get back to studying now!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Today!

I got her number.....but now as i write this, I feel that today i set out a goal, i accomplished it but i feel sort of empty. I dunno why....i can't concentrate on studying write now or even write much, so i am gonna go to bed. Hopefully clear my head and then think of an answer to this, move on and study for exams.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Tomr = wonder what will happen & Exam Times

Its been 2-3wks since my last post!

I'm gonna keep it short and simple cause i don't have much time, so tomr I am going to class and after class when i walk out, i am going to ask her for her number. Hopefully it won't be too weird.....Kinda worried in a way but I rather do it and regret not knowing, wishing i did it later down the track if i didn't do it tomr.

I will post on what happen tomr if i have some time but don't know for certain yet cause i have exams to study for. I have like 9 exams....CRAZY! The times are

2 weeks of intense stress...I feel tired of just looking at the exam times. AHHH
MONDAY 9th November
WEDNESDAY 11th November
THURSDAY 12th November
FRIDAY Counseling EXAM 13th November
SATURDAY 14th November
MONDAY 16th November
Thursday Two Counseling EXAM 19th November
Friday, 20th November

Anyways....I have to go! mite do some studying now...if not gonna sleep early and do wake up early tomr morning! Need energy for tomr and summon the courage hahahaha xD

Friday, October 9, 2009

Giấc mơ một cuộc tình

Từ khi em đến đây trong đời,
Anh nghe như trái tim ngã nghiên
Nụ cười em ấm môi thơm nồng,
Anh nghe như giông bão trôi qua bình yên
Dìu tay nhau bước trên thiên đàn
Ta bên nhau đắm say đất trời đau điến
Và em trao giấc mơ hy vọng,
Em yêu ơi anh sẽ yêu em trọn đời

Ta bên nhau quên đêm thâu,
Quên đi thương đau quên đi xót xa
Những tháng ngày xưa thật buồn,
Tình còn mãi nồng nàn, tình còn mãi ngập tràng ái ân
Giấc Mơ Một Cuộc Tình lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Overseas/12839-Giac-Mo-Mot-Cuoc-Tinh~Andy-Quach.html
Về bên nhau ta xây mơ ước yêu nhau dài lâu
Cố quên ưu phiền trọn đời chung sống cho tình thêm nồng

Quên cuộc đời dối trá, lòng người phôi pha,
Tình ta còn lâu vệt mãi trong cơn mộng say
Về bên nhau ta xây mơ ước cho nhau ngày mai
Nắm tay vui cười nguyện cầu ta sẽ yêu nhau suốt đời
Cho không còn buồn chán gác, đường tình thên thang
và ta sẽ yêu nồng cháy quên đi ngày đêm,
Giấc mơ một cuộc tình.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Past couple of Days and KH Poems

Lately I've been annoyed and pissed off! Like I don't want to talk to this girl...(think i mentioned her in my previous post - the girl with two personality) She is cold to me in uni and nice to me on msn. Anyways, she said to me on msn...She doesn't like clubbing and the night life, which is fair enough because I'm not the type thats into clubbing either. She said she wasn't going to this asian clubbing even and was bagging it saying its not her thing. I really believed her....On the night, I found out off a friend that she went. I got soo pissed off why she would lied to me...I have no feelings for her anymore but even so i hate being lied to.

This isn't the first time she lied to me, yet I still try to give her the benefit of doubt and forgive her, hoping things can be normal where we would be able to be friends. But after soo much of what has happened, I don't think I can be friends with her. Shes hurt me too many times by lying to me. I think I will see her in class and just say hi to her if she says hi to me first. From now on, thats one less friend i have to worry about.

Exams are coming up, so i dunno when I will blog next but if I find stuff to write I will be back on to write I guess. Anyways, I have to go out for a bit....hopefully won't take too long and I can go back home to study!

I miss my friends back home....:( Can't wait till summer holidays. If i pass which is my biggest aim, i would be soo happy.

I leave with two poems from my favorite games of all time. Kingdom Hearts!

Dreams...
Walking this road,
Without you,
To remake forgotten promises and meet you at roads end.

Faded Memories,
Reconstucted Memories,
A dream - a dream of you,
In a world without you.

The dream I see in the world without you,
Torn dream, like a memory from the far past,
I'd like to put it together,
With you...

Poem 2 from KINGDOM HEARTS:
Destiny...
Thinking of you, wherever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Exams soon again!

Kinda bored right now....don't know where to study! There's soo much to do. Here I am procrastinating on my blog...I haven't written in ages. Guess I've been busy and found no time.

But here I am...what to write first?
Let reflect past couple of weeks...University is killing me. Lack of sleep is not good so i try to make up for it on the weekend. Been working and although I don't mind Pharmacy...while at work I was day dreaming thinking what if i got into dentistry, its probably more rewarding. :(

My life atm....hrmmm.....like in my last post I said there was a girl I have a thing for. Well start of the semester 2 when she has been acting cold I decided to stay away from her. In class she still acts cold and snob me off, but on MSN she seems like a different person. She is so nice when I talk to her on msn but in real life when i see her, we hardly even talk and when we do its so awkward. I bumped into her and her friends after class at the asian supermarkets. They were having lunch and I was also there to have lunch! When i saw them, they had already saw me so i had no chice but to say hi to them. The awkwardness....was there.

Afterwards I told my best mate and he was like "ITS FATE" that i met her. So I should make a move etc. But I hate how she is like 2person. In class and on MSN, she acts totally different. She comes to me and being FAKE nice....so i don't like that. She is smart and pretty cute but ever since i saw her at that angle, I have slowly loss my feelings for her. Nowadays...I'm just trying to avoid her and not cross eyes because its soo weird between us. What else can i do?....I am confused! I try to not think about it too much because i need to put that into studying than thinking of her. And when i think about it, she isn't really that nice. Maybe because i kinda like someone else and so i don't think much of her. I thought i can give us a chance and forget the girl I have feelings for but I can't.....:(

But yea....Here's a poem i found the other day and like.

My Best Friend
by Summer Cates

The summer we met how could I have known
I saw you that first time standing alone
I was new to the crowd and a little bit scared
I needed a friend who really cared
I never thought it would be you who'd come when I was down
I always felt if my life flooded you'd just let me drown

I don't know how it happened,
you were suddenly my best friend
I sat and listened to you cry
Your broken heart I tried to mend

You told me about the girl you loved
I told you be patient to look up above
I said to trust God to really pray
You said that you had, so I prayed everyday

I asked God to guide you and help you to see
I told you you could always depend on me
You got what you wanted but she doesn't treat you right
You both argue and she always starts a fight

One night we were talking about something she'd done
I had known I liked you but then it hit me all in one
Suddenly I knew I loved you more than life itself
and I broke down and cried all by myself

When I finally told you you didn't seem surprised
I stood in front of you drying my eyes
I love you more than words can say
I think about you everyday

You are my best friend and I hate to see you cry
I try to hide my feelings believe me(name) I try
I know I'll never measure up to what you see in her,
she's the luckiest girl I've ever known
But just know you're never on your own
I love you, my best friend

Nice poem that i can relate to because I have a friend i really like but i can't tell her since she is with another guy. For now I will keep this friendship the way it is and I know maybe I will find someone better than her. I doubt it but never know....

Anyways I will try and post another time because I should go do some studying because EXAMS are just around the corner. *yikes*

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Moonlike Person

I did this facebook quiz and thought the result matches me! Thought I'd post it!

You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it ou...t in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases. Thanks for taking this quiz, I hope you enjoyed it.

Anyways have to study! Write more next time!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Finally Over!

Finally exams are over....looking forward to returning back home.
I'm hoping i can stay for 4wks...if the results come out and i pass everything it would mean i can stay longer.

Well I did it! on the last day of exam I decided to "LIVE WITHOUT REGRETS" I told this girl I like "You have a beautiful smile and it brightens up my day when i see it" Her response was "WHAT!!! Hilarious" I don't know what it means but I hope its not bad....She is off back to her own country so won't see her for 4wks. I guess I will see her second semester and see what happens from there.....

urmmm I better start packing for Adelaide! I can't wait to see my families and friends! YAY! =)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Nearly there.....+ Poems

Nearly there....one more sleep and then tomr at 8am I will sit my PHRM2040 exam. Sooo nervous....this would have to be the hardest subject for me. Its basically all chemistry and I am really bad at chemistry.....hence I don't know why i study pharmacy. hrmmmm

Anyways I should get back to studying =] Will update soon....I leave with these two amazing poems.

Poem 1 from KH
Dreams...
Walking this road,
Without you,
To remake forgotten promises and meet you at roads end.

Faded Memories,
Reconstucted Memories,
A dream - a dream of you,
In a world without you.

The dream I see in the world without you,
Torn dream, like a memory from the far past,
I'd like to put it together,
With you...

Poem 2 from KH
Destiny...
Thinking of you, wherever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.

Friday, June 19, 2009

The Plan!

12pm! Read to study but thought i procrastinate for a lil bit on blogspot!

urmmm today! Its all about BIOM2009! Tomr I plan to go to uni and study PHRM2030! Need to go read the book. Yea...I wouldn't have to if i paid for the book but its a useless book where i am only going to read once and never look at it again.

But yea... next coming days:

Monday: PHRM2030 exam
Tuesday: BIOM2009 exam
Thursday: PHRM2040 exam
Friday: PHRM1010 medical history taking exam (LAST ONE) + Hanging out with friends =]

Weekend - RELAX but see if i can do something fun!

Head back to adelaide on Tuesday! YAY!

okays time to crank up my study!

Today = Worst Day

Today had to be the worst day since coming up Brisbane.

I've done 3 exams....felt pretty good for them. Today i hit a wall, did 2010 just really bad and just feeling down. I don't know why i thought studying one night for it was good enough :( After the exams, the guys were saying how it was alright and there i stand feeling really DUMB! The chances of me passing this exam is not great. I am hoping I get offered a supplementary for this course, but that would mean i have to do really well for the next 3 exams ....2030, 2009 and 2040.

Its a friday night! i have this rule where i don't study on a friday....never have broken it but tonite I will study. Failing today really gave me a hard kick. I have to work hard to do well for the rest of my exams or won't be offered a supplementary. I don't want to repeat 2nd year when all my friends move onto 3rd.

Not only did i do bad in todays exam! I also got in an accident. Some effing girl can't drive for CRAP ram my car. OMG! i was soo pissed off! Sorted out with her, got her details and have to go to my insurance and do my claim. What a waste of time....I could be studying. For the past 5 days I've been getting like 3-4hrs sleep every night! This is killing me...I question is this worth it?....If i stay up late and try to study for my exams and I don't do well....then what is the point? If i fail 1 more exam I will seriously be heaps heaps sad...don't think i can take it! AHHHH can't wait till i go back to adelaide....

Anyways I don't know when i will post next! I have to study now....REMEMBER STUDYING AND CAN'T FAIL!!!!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Its been ages!

Its been ages since i last wrote......I have to say i am sooo....excited to be going back to adelaide. I miss dad, mum, little brother, my awesome cousin!

Whats been happening with my life since i last wrote which was so long ago!

Lets start talking about Uni! Jumping straight into 2nd year pharmacy is quite hard but i somewhat enjoy the challenge. I have less than 4hrs sleep every night since swot vac and still don't know if i have done enough! Recently I did PHRM1010, PHRM2020 and 2010 Counseling exam! I was sooo stressed....miss one essential criteria in counseling and its a FAIL!
If i fail any assessment its repeat 2nd year. Its sooo bad! I remember last year i only had 4 exams.....this year its 8! If i pass and survive this I truely do believe i can do anything.

Uni has been ok! I've made a great group of friends. They are pretty cool. We hangout and have good laughs.

My friends back in adelaide are expecting me to bring a girl friend back and introduce her to them. I don't want to let them down but with UNI and 6 subjects is killing me. Don't have much time.....well.... there is this one girl that catches my eyes. She is asian, very cute, I find her easy to talk to and hahaha...no more to say but I will try and get to know her a bit better in 2nd semester and who knows....I ask her out. =)

Work! urmmm its ok......tutoring students is an easy job. But i want to find a pharmacy to work at soon. Placements next semester....that would be interesting.

Anyways I have to get back! I have an exam tomr at 11.15.....AHHHH 2010! Need to hit the books.

~Counting down the days! ADELAIDE WOOOOOOOOO.........

Friday, April 3, 2009

WOW! its been a while

WOW! its been a while........

whats happened last coupld of months?.....Well i started my new uni.Studying is really hard but i love the challenhge. Can't wait to get out of uni and graduate with my degree. Pharmacy is a good profession......*I think* LOLs

been watching little tvb cause of uni and all but really looking forward to watching "The Winter melon tale" and "The king of Snooker" especially because i like to play pool.

Anyways i'm really tired but i will make sure i come on more often and write lots more.

Monday, February 9, 2009

A couple of days....

A couple of days have gone....not long till i leave! Gonna miss Adelaide *cries* but whats done is done. I accepted the offer from the far university. Will be a shocker....like not gonna get used to it. HOME SICK!!!!!!!

Last couple of days.....What have I been doing?
Nothing much really, have been on msn talking to some friends...Its Tuesday tomr! GOD time flies....I wish it would slow down. I don't want my time to end. Wanna make the most of it with family and friends. Friends have supps and so can't really ask them to hangout. And....What i'm also worried about are the *Who so called friends I don't like* We can't be friends with everyone, there are some ppzl we really hate for whatever reason, yet.... I still act like everything is normal between us. I know that when the news come out that I'm leaving to go interstate to study, alot of them will be like "AS IF" Lucky for them! Others will be sad who i call as true friends....

A friend of mine called me up today! She said "OMG! i can't believe you sound so normal about it. Like I wouldn't cope leaving home" When she said that I didn't really know what to say, there was an awkward silence...I replied "yea....." Well after that conversation, i felt bad. Honestly i feel like why didn't i just try that little harder, then i wouldn't have to leave home and go far to study. That conversation just made me feel worse but i know she's only caring enough to ask me :(

Well...I don't know whatelse to say, I'm feeling really empty atm! Not really thinking much, i feel like i can repeat myself if i write on.
hrmmmmmmm.......<<<.<

30mins later!
I think I'll just leave it as that, life isn't great for me atm. Maybe moving away won't be as bad as I may think but right now i see so many negatives..... the 1 positive is getting into the program my parents are proud of me doing.

will keep writting..............til next time!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

2 month summarized!!!

WOW! I can't belive its been ages since i last wrote.
Alot of things have been happening....where do i start?

Since last time i was studying for exams....afterwards just been working and anxiously waiting for my results. I pass everything which was a relief but still am dissapointed with my effort. I know alot of people will say i should be happy with my results but blankly, I am upset with myself. I wanted D's and HD but can't believe i didn't get it for 2 of my classes which sux! Talking about my grades just makes me depressed so lets move on i will get back to where this leaves me later.

hrmmm my birthday was on about a month ago. It was a great nite, alot of friends were there. I had fun!

Then Christmas and NYE came! That was the best NYE anyone could have. I hanged out with some really good friends. It was AWESOME! I hope I can have another NYE this year just the same as i did in 2008! That was definietely a highlight of my year!!!

Next.....Offer rounds for uni courses came out! urmmmm kinda wasn't expecting i would get into either physiotherapy or pharmacy because the GPA is really high. However I still had hopes..... :( Didn't get offered a place.
At this time i was confused of what to do?.....Like I don't mind my current studies but to make my parents happy, i also applied to study far. Well the far uni accepted me and offered me into a program that my parents wanted me to get into. At first hesitation..... now i still hesitate!

I don't want to move away from a place i called home! This year will be an absolute lonely year without family and friends. I'm gonna miss them all so much! HOMESICK! Wonder how i will do without parents but i try to stay positive and tell myself i need to be independent and this would be a great experience! But.... Who are we kiddin? I know its gonna be bad. Friends...I'm gonna miss them terribly too. Only a couple know i made the decision to study away from home, I wanna have a get together. to be honest I'm worried I might burst out in tears if i see my friends cry. Hopefully they don't do that! I can write forever on every individual friends i have and their good qualities but lets not go there.

I don't have long till i leave home. I want to spend the rest of the time i have left with my family and friends. I'm already counting down the days so i can return home and see their faces. Anyways no more talking about how shit my leaving is gonna be. Moving on.....

Yesterday I downloaded an Album...by Raymond Lam. His new album called "Your Love" is really good. Thought you guys who is reading my blog want to listen to his songs.
*if u r interested in chinese music - Its great album*

The tracks on the album are:

1) 愛不疚 Love With No Regrets (Moonlight Resonance Ending Theme)
2) 愛人與海 Lover and Sea
3) Tonight
4) 明天以後 (林峯/泳兒) After tomorrow (Cantonese version duet with Vincy Chan)
5) 憑良心說再見 Saying goodbye with conscience
6) 影子的愛情故事 Shadow's love story
7) 浮生若水 Gentle life like water (The Master of Tai Chi Ending Theme)
8) All About Your Love
9) 夏雪 Summer Snow
10)明天以後 (國語)(林峯/泳兒) After tomorrow (Mandarin version duet with Vincy Chan)

I have been listening to track 1 on repeat for heaps long now. I love this song, its sooo good. You know how they say the music ya listenning to tells what mood ya in atm?, Well if you listen to track 1 that is the mood I am in atm. I will let you guys think of what mood I'm in LOLS!

I think I will write more another day, I've feel like you need a break from reading soo much. Until next time.....