Exams soon again!

Kinda bored right now....don't know where to study! There's soo much to do. Here I am procrastinating on my blog...I haven't written in ages. Guess I've been busy and found no time.

But here I am...what to write first?
Let reflect past couple of weeks...University is killing me. Lack of sleep is not good so i try to make up for it on the weekend. Been working and although I don't mind Pharmacy...while at work I was day dreaming thinking what if i got into dentistry, its probably more rewarding. :(

My life atm....hrmmm.....like in my last post I said there was a girl I have a thing for. Well start of the semester 2 when she has been acting cold I decided to stay away from her. In class she still acts cold and snob me off, but on MSN she seems like a different person. She is so nice when I talk to her on msn but in real life when i see her, we hardly even talk and when we do its so awkward. I bumped into her and her friends after class at the asian supermarkets. They were having lunch and I was also there to have lunch! When i saw them, they had already saw me so i had no chice but to say hi to them. The awkwardness....was there.

Afterwards I told my best mate and he was like "ITS FATE" that i met her. So I should make a move etc. But I hate how she is like 2person. In class and on MSN, she acts totally different. She comes to me and being FAKE nice....so i don't like that. She is smart and pretty cute but ever since i saw her at that angle, I have slowly loss my feelings for her. Nowadays...I'm just trying to avoid her and not cross eyes because its soo weird between us. What else can i do?....I am confused! I try to not think about it too much because i need to put that into studying than thinking of her. And when i think about it, she isn't really that nice. Maybe because i kinda like someone else and so i don't think much of her. I thought i can give us a chance and forget the girl I have feelings for but I can't.....:(

But yea....Here's a poem i found the other day and like.

My Best Friend
by Summer Cates

The summer we met how could I have known
I saw you that first time standing alone
I was new to the crowd and a little bit scared
I needed a friend who really cared
I never thought it would be you who'd come when I was down
I always felt if my life flooded you'd just let me drown

I don't know how it happened,
you were suddenly my best friend
I sat and listened to you cry
Your broken heart I tried to mend

You told me about the girl you loved
I told you be patient to look up above
I said to trust God to really pray
You said that you had, so I prayed everyday

I asked God to guide you and help you to see
I told you you could always depend on me
You got what you wanted but she doesn't treat you right
You both argue and she always starts a fight

One night we were talking about something she'd done
I had known I liked you but then it hit me all in one
Suddenly I knew I loved you more than life itself
and I broke down and cried all by myself

When I finally told you you didn't seem surprised
I stood in front of you drying my eyes
I love you more than words can say
I think about you everyday

You are my best friend and I hate to see you cry
I try to hide my feelings believe me(name) I try
I know I'll never measure up to what you see in her,
she's the luckiest girl I've ever known
But just know you're never on your own
I love you, my best friend

Nice poem that i can relate to because I have a friend i really like but i can't tell her since she is with another guy. For now I will keep this friendship the way it is and I know maybe I will find someone better than her. I doubt it but never know....

Anyways I will try and post another time because I should go do some studying because EXAMS are just around the corner. *yikes*

Moonlike Person

I did this facebook quiz and thought the result matches me! Thought I'd post it!

You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it ou...t in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases. Thanks for taking this quiz, I hope you enjoyed it.

Anyways have to study! Write more next time!