Lately....

... I feel like so much has happened and want to write it all out! Where do I begin? So past few years I've had ups and downs. Made and lost friends....experience things I never thought I would have and learnt alot from everything good and bad. Been working and switching many jobs...the longest I've stayed was a year and 8 months. Its true what they say, work is alot more enjoyable when the staff/team is great. I guess I left that job to search for a challenge and better myself. I traveled alot for work and I guess it wasn't the long drive but the missing family & friends that made me come back to the city. Honestly I can work in country/rural towns, theres always going to be nice and mean people wherever I go, its just a matter of being myself....happy, bubbly and others will vibe off that. So more on my work....travelling to different towns was nice, it gave me abit of a breathe from city life. Its very peaceful and most places are shut by 6pm. I try to be busy but joining sports clubs and attend social fund raising events. Everyone are welcoming and I always get asked to stay but that wasn't what I wanted. I guess I knew when taking on the job, I wanted to experience, the challenge and wasn't a long term thing. Why it wasn't long term? I guess at the age of late 20's, all my friends seemed very settled with getting married and having a mortgage etc. I guess it would have been hard if I was to be in the country....theres less people to meet and guess it wouldn't have suited me. Rewinding back....before I worked in the country towns, I was dating...we broke up while I was away. I guess after afew months into the relationship I felt that we weren't the right fit for eachother...I am starting to see a trend, its always me who wanted to breakup because I see a flaw/deal breaker....Should I change? Or what do I need to do different? Or is it just a matter of me not meeting the right person yet? I guess time will tell....I hope I can meet that person soon as I've been back to the city for a month now and should be more active in going out. Anyways...I say this everytime when I decided to post something, but I will try to post more often and not wait years to come back. ^^