Its been yonks

Its been sooo long since last wrote......soo many things have happened in my life.

I am at the cross roads of my life where I've been thinking alot about things that i truely think matters in life. Girlfriend is definitely on the list!!! Have multiple interests atm which is normal i guess for being a guy! Theres a girl in class that want to get to know but.....something is preventing me and I know exactly what it is. IT IS MYSELF!!! I say theres nothing to lose soo why am i holding back? Isn't it funny in life, u see what u want yet going out to get it is a completely different story.
Maybe I need to someone get to know her on a better basis and see the vibe between us. She recently broke up with her boufriend according to a friend of mine who told me....no one really knows that i am interested in her among our friends and I dont really talk to her ex at all so I dont really have any problem if we date her....Its sooo weird to have feelings for her because i never did until she was single and I see something in her. Sooo i will update on how things going later!

Studyin.....has been pretty bad, just being slacking off. Got an assignment due first day back soo yeah, have not really started, Plan to to some reading in the next 5 mins.....go have something to eat and then come back and read some more. DAMN! Pharmacology how i dislike this!!!

oh! Things have never been more awkward between me and the 2nd yr girl i had a crush on last yr....we see eachother and talk but its just sooo awkward....she cant expect me to act cool when i see her hugging some other guy at the bus stop where i was standing! Theres also a girl in class who i came to be friends with, she is HOT AND COLD to me......What is her deal?...I dont know but i really have lost interest in her....but i dont want to have a bad reputation if i go for her and things fail soo best to remain friends.....I think i am saying this because i dont think shes worth it....But yeah.......Back to studying! I hope i can pass this yr, i seriously hope i can >.<

Alrites, until next time!