Family Man Pharmacist

I recently did a facebook quiz that described what kind of pharmacist i would be! Thought I would post this up!

The Family Man Pharmacist
The only reason you are doing this degree is to provide a stable form of income for your current and future family. You will be a great dad or mum that can not only provide free health care to your loved ones but you will also be a stable source of income. You will probably marry a pharmacist and have little pharmacist babies that wear little lab coats. You will spend your life taking your pharmacist family on holidays visiting other pharmacist families and have little pharmacist picnics. If this is what your life is going to be like then I encourage you to p.a.r.t.y hard while you can, families are for later... Drinking is for now... and your future partner will probably be a nagging nutter so be free while you can!

Anyways I have to get back to studying! I am soo stressed atm...I don't know if i can pass since i have like 9 exams but guess can't do anything but try.

Will post another time!

Great Song!

Why did I end up falling for you? by DBSK

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isn't me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always should've been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

The Jaopanese Version!

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? by DBSK

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)

Have to get back to studying now!

Today!

I got her number.....but now as i write this, I feel that today i set out a goal, i accomplished it but i feel sort of empty. I dunno why....i can't concentrate on studying write now or even write much, so i am gonna go to bed. Hopefully clear my head and then think of an answer to this, move on and study for exams.

Tomr = wonder what will happen & Exam Times

Its been 2-3wks since my last post!

I'm gonna keep it short and simple cause i don't have much time, so tomr I am going to class and after class when i walk out, i am going to ask her for her number. Hopefully it won't be too weird.....Kinda worried in a way but I rather do it and regret not knowing, wishing i did it later down the track if i didn't do it tomr.

I will post on what happen tomr if i have some time but don't know for certain yet cause i have exams to study for. I have like 9 exams....CRAZY! The times are

2 weeks of intense stress...I feel tired of just looking at the exam times. AHHH
MONDAY 9th November
WEDNESDAY 11th November
THURSDAY 12th November
FRIDAY Counseling EXAM 13th November
SATURDAY 14th November
MONDAY 16th November
Thursday Two Counseling EXAM 19th November
Friday, 20th November

Anyways....I have to go! mite do some studying now...if not gonna sleep early and do wake up early tomr morning! Need energy for tomr and summon the courage hahahaha xD

Giấc mơ một cuộc tình

Từ khi em đến đây trong đời,
Anh nghe như trái tim ngã nghiên
Nụ cười em ấm môi thơm nồng,
Anh nghe như giông bão trôi qua bình yên
Dìu tay nhau bước trên thiên đàn
Ta bên nhau đắm say đất trời đau điến
Và em trao giấc mơ hy vọng,
Em yêu ơi anh sẽ yêu em trọn đời

Ta bên nhau quên đêm thâu,
Quên đi thương đau quên đi xót xa
Những tháng ngày xưa thật buồn,
Tình còn mãi nồng nàn, tình còn mãi ngập tràng ái ân
Giấc Mơ Một Cuộc Tình lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Overseas/12839-Giac-Mo-Mot-Cuoc-Tinh~Andy-Quach.html
Về bên nhau ta xây mơ ước yêu nhau dài lâu
Cố quên ưu phiền trọn đời chung sống cho tình thêm nồng

Quên cuộc đời dối trá, lòng người phôi pha,
Tình ta còn lâu vệt mãi trong cơn mộng say
Về bên nhau ta xây mơ ước cho nhau ngày mai
Nắm tay vui cười nguyện cầu ta sẽ yêu nhau suốt đời
Cho không còn buồn chán gác, đường tình thên thang
và ta sẽ yêu nồng cháy quên đi ngày đêm,
Giấc mơ một cuộc tình.

Past couple of Days and KH Poems

Lately I've been annoyed and pissed off! Like I don't want to talk to this girl...(think i mentioned her in my previous post - the girl with two personality) She is cold to me in uni and nice to me on msn. Anyways, she said to me on msn...She doesn't like clubbing and the night life, which is fair enough because I'm not the type thats into clubbing either. She said she wasn't going to this asian clubbing even and was bagging it saying its not her thing. I really believed her....On the night, I found out off a friend that she went. I got soo pissed off why she would lied to me...I have no feelings for her anymore but even so i hate being lied to.

This isn't the first time she lied to me, yet I still try to give her the benefit of doubt and forgive her, hoping things can be normal where we would be able to be friends. But after soo much of what has happened, I don't think I can be friends with her. Shes hurt me too many times by lying to me. I think I will see her in class and just say hi to her if she says hi to me first. From now on, thats one less friend i have to worry about.

Exams are coming up, so i dunno when I will blog next but if I find stuff to write I will be back on to write I guess. Anyways, I have to go out for a bit....hopefully won't take too long and I can go back home to study!

I miss my friends back home....:( Can't wait till summer holidays. If i pass which is my biggest aim, i would be soo happy.

I leave with two poems from my favorite games of all time. Kingdom Hearts!

Dreams...
Walking this road,
Without you,
To remake forgotten promises and meet you at roads end.

Faded Memories,
Reconstucted Memories,
A dream - a dream of you,
In a world without you.

The dream I see in the world without you,
Torn dream, like a memory from the far past,
I'd like to put it together,
With you...

Poem 2 from KINGDOM HEARTS:
Destiny...
Thinking of you, wherever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.

Exams soon again!

Kinda bored right now....don't know where to study! There's soo much to do. Here I am procrastinating on my blog...I haven't written in ages. Guess I've been busy and found no time.

But here I am...what to write first?
Let reflect past couple of weeks...University is killing me. Lack of sleep is not good so i try to make up for it on the weekend. Been working and although I don't mind Pharmacy...while at work I was day dreaming thinking what if i got into dentistry, its probably more rewarding. :(

My life atm....hrmmm.....like in my last post I said there was a girl I have a thing for. Well start of the semester 2 when she has been acting cold I decided to stay away from her. In class she still acts cold and snob me off, but on MSN she seems like a different person. She is so nice when I talk to her on msn but in real life when i see her, we hardly even talk and when we do its so awkward. I bumped into her and her friends after class at the asian supermarkets. They were having lunch and I was also there to have lunch! When i saw them, they had already saw me so i had no chice but to say hi to them. The awkwardness....was there.

Afterwards I told my best mate and he was like "ITS FATE" that i met her. So I should make a move etc. But I hate how she is like 2person. In class and on MSN, she acts totally different. She comes to me and being FAKE nice....so i don't like that. She is smart and pretty cute but ever since i saw her at that angle, I have slowly loss my feelings for her. Nowadays...I'm just trying to avoid her and not cross eyes because its soo weird between us. What else can i do?....I am confused! I try to not think about it too much because i need to put that into studying than thinking of her. And when i think about it, she isn't really that nice. Maybe because i kinda like someone else and so i don't think much of her. I thought i can give us a chance and forget the girl I have feelings for but I can't.....:(

But yea....Here's a poem i found the other day and like.

My Best Friend
by Summer Cates

The summer we met how could I have known
I saw you that first time standing alone
I was new to the crowd and a little bit scared
I needed a friend who really cared
I never thought it would be you who'd come when I was down
I always felt if my life flooded you'd just let me drown

I don't know how it happened,
you were suddenly my best friend
I sat and listened to you cry
Your broken heart I tried to mend

You told me about the girl you loved
I told you be patient to look up above
I said to trust God to really pray
You said that you had, so I prayed everyday

I asked God to guide you and help you to see
I told you you could always depend on me
You got what you wanted but she doesn't treat you right
You both argue and she always starts a fight

One night we were talking about something she'd done
I had known I liked you but then it hit me all in one
Suddenly I knew I loved you more than life itself
and I broke down and cried all by myself

When I finally told you you didn't seem surprised
I stood in front of you drying my eyes
I love you more than words can say
I think about you everyday

You are my best friend and I hate to see you cry
I try to hide my feelings believe me(name) I try
I know I'll never measure up to what you see in her,
she's the luckiest girl I've ever known
But just know you're never on your own
I love you, my best friend

Nice poem that i can relate to because I have a friend i really like but i can't tell her since she is with another guy. For now I will keep this friendship the way it is and I know maybe I will find someone better than her. I doubt it but never know....

Anyways I will try and post another time because I should go do some studying because EXAMS are just around the corner. *yikes*

Moonlike Person

I did this facebook quiz and thought the result matches me! Thought I'd post it!

You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it ou...t in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases. Thanks for taking this quiz, I hope you enjoyed it.

Anyways have to study! Write more next time!

Finally Over!

Finally exams are over....looking forward to returning back home.
I'm hoping i can stay for 4wks...if the results come out and i pass everything it would mean i can stay longer.

Well I did it! on the last day of exam I decided to "LIVE WITHOUT REGRETS" I told this girl I like "You have a beautiful smile and it brightens up my day when i see it" Her response was "WHAT!!! Hilarious" I don't know what it means but I hope its not bad....She is off back to her own country so won't see her for 4wks. I guess I will see her second semester and see what happens from there.....

urmmm I better start packing for Adelaide! I can't wait to see my families and friends! YAY! =)

Nearly there.....+ Poems

Nearly there....one more sleep and then tomr at 8am I will sit my PHRM2040 exam. Sooo nervous....this would have to be the hardest subject for me. Its basically all chemistry and I am really bad at chemistry.....hence I don't know why i study pharmacy. hrmmmm

Anyways I should get back to studying =] Will update soon....I leave with these two amazing poems.

Poem 1 from KH
Dreams...
Walking this road,
Without you,
To remake forgotten promises and meet you at roads end.

Faded Memories,
Reconstucted Memories,
A dream - a dream of you,
In a world without you.

The dream I see in the world without you,
Torn dream, like a memory from the far past,
I'd like to put it together,
With you...

Poem 2 from KH
Destiny...
Thinking of you, wherever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.