The Plan!

12pm! Read to study but thought i procrastinate for a lil bit on blogspot!

urmmm today! Its all about BIOM2009! Tomr I plan to go to uni and study PHRM2030! Need to go read the book. Yea...I wouldn't have to if i paid for the book but its a useless book where i am only going to read once and never look at it again.

But yea... next coming days:

Monday: PHRM2030 exam
Tuesday: BIOM2009 exam
Thursday: PHRM2040 exam
Friday: PHRM1010 medical history taking exam (LAST ONE) + Hanging out with friends =]

Weekend - RELAX but see if i can do something fun!

Head back to adelaide on Tuesday! YAY!

okays time to crank up my study!

Today = Worst Day

Today had to be the worst day since coming up Brisbane.

I've done 3 exams....felt pretty good for them. Today i hit a wall, did 2010 just really bad and just feeling down. I don't know why i thought studying one night for it was good enough :( After the exams, the guys were saying how it was alright and there i stand feeling really DUMB! The chances of me passing this exam is not great. I am hoping I get offered a supplementary for this course, but that would mean i have to do really well for the next 3 exams ....2030, 2009 and 2040.

Its a friday night! i have this rule where i don't study on a friday....never have broken it but tonite I will study. Failing today really gave me a hard kick. I have to work hard to do well for the rest of my exams or won't be offered a supplementary. I don't want to repeat 2nd year when all my friends move onto 3rd.

Not only did i do bad in todays exam! I also got in an accident. Some effing girl can't drive for CRAP ram my car. OMG! i was soo pissed off! Sorted out with her, got her details and have to go to my insurance and do my claim. What a waste of time....I could be studying. For the past 5 days I've been getting like 3-4hrs sleep every night! This is killing me...I question is this worth it?....If i stay up late and try to study for my exams and I don't do well....then what is the point? If i fail 1 more exam I will seriously be heaps heaps sad...don't think i can take it! AHHHH can't wait till i go back to adelaide....

Anyways I don't know when i will post next! I have to study now....REMEMBER STUDYING AND CAN'T FAIL!!!!

Its been ages!

Its been ages since i last wrote......I have to say i am sooo....excited to be going back to adelaide. I miss dad, mum, little brother, my awesome cousin!

Whats been happening with my life since i last wrote which was so long ago!

Lets start talking about Uni! Jumping straight into 2nd year pharmacy is quite hard but i somewhat enjoy the challenge. I have less than 4hrs sleep every night since swot vac and still don't know if i have done enough! Recently I did PHRM1010, PHRM2020 and 2010 Counseling exam! I was sooo stressed....miss one essential criteria in counseling and its a FAIL!
If i fail any assessment its repeat 2nd year. Its sooo bad! I remember last year i only had 4 exams.....this year its 8! If i pass and survive this I truely do believe i can do anything.

Uni has been ok! I've made a great group of friends. They are pretty cool. We hangout and have good laughs.

My friends back in adelaide are expecting me to bring a girl friend back and introduce her to them. I don't want to let them down but with UNI and 6 subjects is killing me. Don't have much time.....well.... there is this one girl that catches my eyes. She is asian, very cute, I find her easy to talk to and hahaha...no more to say but I will try and get to know her a bit better in 2nd semester and who knows....I ask her out. =)

Work! urmmm its ok......tutoring students is an easy job. But i want to find a pharmacy to work at soon. Placements next semester....that would be interesting.

Anyways I have to get back! I have an exam tomr at 11.15.....AHHHH 2010! Need to hit the books.

~Counting down the days! ADELAIDE WOOOOOOOOO.........

WOW! its been a while

WOW! its been a while........

whats happened last coupld of months?.....Well i started my new uni.Studying is really hard but i love the challenhge. Can't wait to get out of uni and graduate with my degree. Pharmacy is a good profession......*I think* LOLs

been watching little tvb cause of uni and all but really looking forward to watching "The Winter melon tale" and "The king of Snooker" especially because i like to play pool.

Anyways i'm really tired but i will make sure i come on more often and write lots more.

A couple of days....

A couple of days have gone....not long till i leave! Gonna miss Adelaide *cries* but whats done is done. I accepted the offer from the far university. Will be a shocker....like not gonna get used to it. HOME SICK!!!!!!!

Last couple of days.....What have I been doing?
Nothing much really, have been on msn talking to some friends...Its Tuesday tomr! GOD time flies....I wish it would slow down. I don't want my time to end. Wanna make the most of it with family and friends. Friends have supps and so can't really ask them to hangout. And....What i'm also worried about are the *Who so called friends I don't like* We can't be friends with everyone, there are some ppzl we really hate for whatever reason, yet.... I still act like everything is normal between us. I know that when the news come out that I'm leaving to go interstate to study, alot of them will be like "AS IF" Lucky for them! Others will be sad who i call as true friends....

A friend of mine called me up today! She said "OMG! i can't believe you sound so normal about it. Like I wouldn't cope leaving home" When she said that I didn't really know what to say, there was an awkward silence...I replied "yea....." Well after that conversation, i felt bad. Honestly i feel like why didn't i just try that little harder, then i wouldn't have to leave home and go far to study. That conversation just made me feel worse but i know she's only caring enough to ask me :(

Well...I don't know whatelse to say, I'm feeling really empty atm! Not really thinking much, i feel like i can repeat myself if i write on.
hrmmmmmmm.......<<<.<

30mins later!
I think I'll just leave it as that, life isn't great for me atm. Maybe moving away won't be as bad as I may think but right now i see so many negatives..... the 1 positive is getting into the program my parents are proud of me doing.

will keep writting..............til next time!

2 month summarized!!!

WOW! I can't belive its been ages since i last wrote.
Alot of things have been happening....where do i start?

Since last time i was studying for exams....afterwards just been working and anxiously waiting for my results. I pass everything which was a relief but still am dissapointed with my effort. I know alot of people will say i should be happy with my results but blankly, I am upset with myself. I wanted D's and HD but can't believe i didn't get it for 2 of my classes which sux! Talking about my grades just makes me depressed so lets move on i will get back to where this leaves me later.

hrmmm my birthday was on about a month ago. It was a great nite, alot of friends were there. I had fun!

Then Christmas and NYE came! That was the best NYE anyone could have. I hanged out with some really good friends. It was AWESOME! I hope I can have another NYE this year just the same as i did in 2008! That was definietely a highlight of my year!!!

Next.....Offer rounds for uni courses came out! urmmmm kinda wasn't expecting i would get into either physiotherapy or pharmacy because the GPA is really high. However I still had hopes..... :( Didn't get offered a place.
At this time i was confused of what to do?.....Like I don't mind my current studies but to make my parents happy, i also applied to study far. Well the far uni accepted me and offered me into a program that my parents wanted me to get into. At first hesitation..... now i still hesitate!

I don't want to move away from a place i called home! This year will be an absolute lonely year without family and friends. I'm gonna miss them all so much! HOMESICK! Wonder how i will do without parents but i try to stay positive and tell myself i need to be independent and this would be a great experience! But.... Who are we kiddin? I know its gonna be bad. Friends...I'm gonna miss them terribly too. Only a couple know i made the decision to study away from home, I wanna have a get together. to be honest I'm worried I might burst out in tears if i see my friends cry. Hopefully they don't do that! I can write forever on every individual friends i have and their good qualities but lets not go there.

I don't have long till i leave home. I want to spend the rest of the time i have left with my family and friends. I'm already counting down the days so i can return home and see their faces. Anyways no more talking about how shit my leaving is gonna be. Moving on.....

Yesterday I downloaded an Album...by Raymond Lam. His new album called "Your Love" is really good. Thought you guys who is reading my blog want to listen to his songs.
*if u r interested in chinese music - Its great album*

The tracks on the album are:

1) 愛不疚 Love With No Regrets (Moonlight Resonance Ending Theme)
2) 愛人與海 Lover and Sea
3) Tonight
4) 明天以後 (林峯/泳兒) After tomorrow (Cantonese version duet with Vincy Chan)
5) 憑良心說再見 Saying goodbye with conscience
6) 影子的愛情故事 Shadow's love story
7) 浮生若水 Gentle life like water (The Master of Tai Chi Ending Theme)
8) All About Your Love
9) 夏雪 Summer Snow
10)明天以後 (國語)(林峯/泳兒) After tomorrow (Mandarin version duet with Vincy Chan)

I have been listening to track 1 on repeat for heaps long now. I love this song, its sooo good. You know how they say the music ya listenning to tells what mood ya in atm?, Well if you listen to track 1 that is the mood I am in atm. I will let you guys think of what mood I'm in LOLS!

I think I will write more another day, I've feel like you need a break from reading soo much. Until next time.....

A friend wrote/found!

I haven't posted for a long time now! All cause of exams.....AHHHH I hate exams. Hope i can do well...especially on my MCBT exam. Don't ask me what MCBT stands for cause its too long to type. hahahaha..... Anyways I came across something my friend wrote or found! Thought it was interesting so posting it up.


if you call him , he says your clingy .
if he calls you , he says you should be grateful .
if you don't love him , he'll try to win you .
if you love him , he'll leave you .
if you don't fuck him , he'll say you don't love him .
if you do , he'll say you're easy .
if you tell him your problems , he says you're irritating .
if you don't , he'll say you don't trust him .
if you lecture him , he'll say your annoying .
if he lectures you , it's because he cares for you .
if you drink , you're bad .
if he drinks , he's just hanging out .
if you hurt him , you're a bitch again .
if he hurts you , it's because you're so hard to understand .
if you break a promise , you can't be trusted .
if he breaks it , he had to .
if you cheat , you expect it to be over .
if he cheats , he expects to be given another chance .
either way , you just can't win .

I don't think that is necessarily true..... there are good guys around, like me *smiles*. hahaha...... I'm actually a bad boy on the outside but a good guy inside. LOLS

Alrites.....Back to studyin!

Next Post is after my exams. Then I will reflect on how my exams went.

My Interest in history

I've always like history, in high skool I was an A student.

But maybe the love for my history, pretty much any history was shaped by me growing up watching TVB dynasty movies. Probably the greatest emperor of all was Taizong of the Tang Dynasty.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emperor_Taizong_of_Tang

truely a great man! The things he did during his time of rule will go down in history. Only if i known him personally hahaha.......but to be a warrior during that time would be awesome.

Anyways time to go!

6 weeks of hell 6 wks of dedication

Well...Exam timetables are in!
What can I say?.....Mixed emotions but mainly I gotta study hard. No more mucking around. If i get the chance every day, I'm gonna try and stay back and geek it hard. Well..... Lets hope. I just wanna do well. If the results are good, and I can sucessfully get a good GPA....Hoping over 5.6 I will be happy with my effort.

After that, I'm gonna go on holiday. To be honest, if i don't do so well, or reach my goal, there won't be a holiday, and the worse is yet to come. hahaha....I make it sound like its soo dramatic but I guess thats the pressure I have on me atm.

This 6wks, I'm blocking everything out. No LIFE really! I'm sure some of my friends will be doing the same, I feel like I need to keep up with them but i know its really your own pace. However I will be geeking it super hard, no matter what. I have to! I have a test next week and my essay which i can't stress how important that is, is gonna be due soon too. AHHHHH What am I doing on here blogging???......need to get back to work. Its 8.50 nows... I think i will try to study till 12 atleast. 4hrs of hardcore here I come..... But need to shower soon too. Lately I've found myself showering late at nite alot more than I usually would. I am the type that like to shower early in the morning or afternoon but nows I shower at nite. I think its cause my hairs wet and i can't sleep so it takes forver for it to dry out and I force myself to stay up. What else to do but study?...LOLS

Anyways that is all tonite. Ready, Set, Geek...... hhehehe and I'm OFF!

Its been a while.....

Its been a while since I last wrote, been really busy with studying. To sum up, last couple of days just been playing tennis and gone bowlin with friends. That was fun....yet sooo expensive. I recently got the new Linda Album, some of the songs are really good. I need to get my hand on the new Jay Chou Album "Capricorn" ......... Funny cause Im a capricorn too. LOLS
At the moment my favourite song on this track is No.2 "World for Two"

Some people say, how can i like songs when I don't understand them??? Well you don't have to understand it to appreciate it. Majority of the songs i like are in Jap, korean, Chinese and Vietnamese anyways....... English is still good. Go Chris Brown, Rhianna >>> Sooo Wanted to go to their upcomming Concert in Australia but all tickets were sold out and I rang on the 3rd day. OMG....... LOLS. Anyways I've written enough, gotta get back to finish off some work. Below are more about the recent Album I just talked about.

One, World for Two is the debut album by Linda Chung, and was released on August 20, 2008. It contains 10 tracks, 2 of those in Mandarin, while are the rest are in Cantonese. This is the first album published by a TVB artist who isn't a professional singer, following a series of artists like Myolie Wu getting assigned to various music companies to take advantage of their fame in the acting industry.

The tracks on the album are: The tracks on the album are:
一人晚餐(Dinner for One) One dinner (Dinner for One)
二人世界(World for Two) Two of the world (World for Two)
我不懂你(I don't know you) I do not know you (I don't know you)
火柴天堂(Matchstick Heaven) Paradise matches (Matchstick Heaven)
過山車(Rollercoaster) Roller coaster (Rollercoaster)
其實我不快樂(I'm actually unhappy) In fact, I am not happy (I'm actually unhappy)
浪漫無聲(Silent Romance) Romantic silent (Silent Romance)
有沒有她(With or without her) She did not have (With or without her)
你不懂我的心(You Won't Understand my Heart) (Mandarin) You Do not Know My Heart (You Won't Understand my Heart) (Mandarin)
我不快樂(I am unhappy) (Mandarin) I am not happy (I am unhappy) (Mandarin)

PEAC OUT!